In March 2006 my husband and I celebrated 10 years of marriage. This could not have happened without the Lord, my Pastors and my faith. The faith to start over, faith to be open, faith to be willing to allow the Lord to work through me and use me to help encourage and inspire other women.
On April 28, 2004 I thought I would literally lose my mind. Riding in the back of the ambulance the next day, I knew I would not survive. The situation had the best of me. Just give up was the desperate thought that entered my mind. God is not with you, the little voice lied. I thought He would give you your hearts desire. But surely this was not my true desire.
Why are you crying were the words the enemy kept throwing at me. How could the one I love taunt me? As I lay in the emergency room he sat across from me laughing in the midst of my pain and heartache, I felt my world being destroyed. Is this a dream? Did my husband really come home 4 days earlier and say he was leaving? I just gave birth to our third child 5 days prior.
Why are you crying?
Could it be that you just told me you were leaving? This had to be a dream.
Whatever Nicole.
Whatever?...