New Age Spirituality Morning Has Been All Night Coming ( Part 8 )
There is really nothing else we can do, said the chief physician with a deep sigh.We must now wait.A horrible emptiness overcame me. We had not come this far to lose. First, losing all our material possessions years earlier,then losing my father*, and now the chance oflosing my wife? No! My heart screamed out in protest,as if by sheer force of will I could change the course of destiny. No! She will again recover as she has done so many times before. But a still, small voice whispered, John, you may say good-bye now.
I walked back into the room and looked at her sleeping so peacefully on the bed. They had administered some of the strongest pain killers to make her as comfortable as possible. Holding her hand,I whispered,This is only a blink in eternity. Wherever you go, I will find you. And then the tears came. Suddenly the room appeared to take on a brilliant glow, accompanied by the sound of music from afar.
I became quiet. Leaning over, I kissed her on the forehead, stepped back, took one last look, turned and walked out of the room. A few minutes later, a doctor walked up to me,shook her...