Spirituality Information – Journey In The Fields Of Forever ( Part 45)
Gideon knew exactly what Id like for dinner. There were curries of various seafood like grouper and arapaima served with roti. Side dishes of chutneys, samosas and island bhajees complimented the steaming rice biryani. In the center of the table, Jarvis placed a bowl filled with succulent guavas, mangoes, sapodillas and papaya.
Enjoy your dinner, said Jarvis as he left.
Everything looks good, I commented, and the coffee smells heavenly. Thank you, Gideon, this is a surprise.
You and your coffee, remarked Gideon,its from the Blue Mountains of Jamaica. Now lets see, he continued as he bit into a piece of bread, it wasnt that you didnt enjoy Kimberlys company. You certainly did and Im sure she enjoyed yours, also. The real problem was your fear fear of what a relationship might do to you. You value your freedom to be yourself so highly that anything that seems to threaten that freedom is quickly avoided. This is how you react to close relationship situations. Its neither good nor bad.
So thats all there is to it? Im just plain scared of getting close to...